Yeah so, I’m back again, posting. This time to have a moan.
I’m so jealous of slim women!
Especially those women, with a pretty face, flawless and assets in all the right areas, who look perfect all the time and in anything they wear.
Like regarding me, when I look down, it doesn’t look so bad and in the mirror it looks ok, but I think my mirror is magical… When I have a picture taken and see myself, I’m disgusted! I just think, urgh! Do I really look like that?! Then start feel all down.
I keep telling myself, yeah I could get slim again, I just need to exercise and eat right. But then I totally lack motivation and decide, nah that’s too much like hard work.
I hate how some women have a perfect preggy body and then pop out a baby and go back to looking perfect again, week later and what’s worse, is people who have had 3 kids and are back to perfection again! ARGH!!!
Oh, and then there’s those damn magazines, with all those slim celebrities! Some of them are too slim though. I don’t aspire to be like them.
I would like to fit into all my old clothes :*(
But sadly I am over-weight for my height and 2 sizes bigger.
Doesn’t help when my partner reminds me how good I looked when I was slimmer. Yeah thankx Braiden! Makes me feel real good! NOT!!! Or when he jokes about my wobbly bits. MEN!!!!
I dunno. I want to be slim, but I don’t want to put in the effort that gets me there. I have so much weight to lose and I want it gone NOW!
When I used to be slim…
escadachic 